Saturday, June 17, 2006
[*rE.$t.Le$$.nE$$*] ...i'm feeling very restless now ... feel like just sitting in a quiet place under the sky ... under the stars ... where there's wind too ... and just sit there ... think to myself or just sing to myself ... just doing that ... i'm not in the mood for anything ... i need to force myself to study ... no matter how much i don't want to ... i need to ...
he's supposed to be a memory ... but it's hard ... but with my determination ... he will become a memory ... i'm already dreading my past 6 months of JC life ... i really wanna get the remaining JC life over and done with ... yup ... then i can stop feeling so stress ... so stuck ... so tired ...
i wanna go out and sit under the stars ... but i guess it will not happen till there's someone to do that with me ... haha ... and that will happen when God decides that i'm prepared for one ... and He'll let our paths cross ... yup ... but now ... i've no time for one ... i've too many commitments ... i think guys will only be a distraction for me now ... and i wanna concentrate on my studies ... so even if i have any crushes ... they'll have to wait till As are over ... afterall , if we're meant to be ... time won't make a difference ... yup ...
so that's all for now ... my randomness ... and all ... haiz ... this life is just weird ... and stressful ....
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/17/2006 08:52:00 pm
